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Monday, June 20, 2005
Monday, June 20, 2005
past 2 days was just work and work. tiring but dun wanna complain too much. well cos of money. zzz.
i feel so helpless. is there really nothing i can do to salvage the situation. zzz. wtf am i saying?ok nvm. fuck myself.
b4 i came to blog i thought of everything to blog abt. but when i started to blog i realised nothing could come out of my fingers. mayb i am not good at expressing. yes i am. i suk at expressing myself.
whenever i see my blog i am reminded of all my troubles. really hope that i could blog everything out. and i mean EVERYTHING. but i cant. i dun dare to, and yes say me a coward. i admit.
seems like every1 has some1 who they can confide and say their darkest secret and worries to. when am i going to meet mine. can i hav her now?i am sick of keeping everything to myself. all my troubles adding up more and more. 1 day i am going to go into serious depression and nv going to recover again.
feel so terrible inside me. my mind is in a mess. my heart's being stabbed by thousands and thousands of knifes. almost waiting to bleed myself to death. i need a doctor to heal me. to heal my internal injuries. i am dying from bleeding. pls doctor i need u.
life suk
zzz
anyway sat and sun was just crap. working the whole day through and having to bear wif some fucked up and stupid nonsense and temper.
and seeing her brightens up my day. thx alot for coming to see me.
i miss you
=X
ending here. bye
go die.
