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Thursday, October 27, 2005
Thursday, October 27, 2005
went back to school yesterday for the PBL thing
well
realised that i've a hard semester in front of me. and i mean hard. and my damn timetable is so packed from monday to friday, guess i dont even have the time to come online anymore. zzz
anyway enjoyed myself yesterday though. had a fun time with my so-long-haven-meet-up friends. wanted to jia bo, but got caught by our CP. wth rite?and she fucking called my phone to scold me. so much like a bitch.
and my fucking CP has decided to make me the class rep this sem. and she's gonna regret it more than any other things. damn stupid i tell you. ok she already knows i'm that kind who play and joke around, and she wants me to be the class rep?know whats her reason? "i want you to take up this responsibility" .
so whats this responsibility?
take notes for my class and pass to them,
organize some extra lessons,
blah blah blah
this coming sem my class can forget about getting any notes from me LOL. do i look like the kind who will go to the ultrasupplies everyday to ask for notes?zzz lame sia. oh extra lessons?pls..once again do i look like the sort who would want extra lessons?
forget it, lets see how my class is going to suffer with me as the class rep.
FUCK
go die.
Friday, October 21, 2005
Friday, October 21, 2005
do you know,
how much i wanted to contact you yet i didnt have the courage
how much i missed you when i didnt even seen you for about a month
how long i've waited since i last saw your sms in my phone
how much pain i've gone through just to ignore you
how much i hoped to be your friend again
how much i wanted to chat happily on the phone with you
and do you know that i was so happy to receive your msg today?
you dont know.
you thought i ignored you for nothing
you thought i didnt feel a shit when i send those hurtful sms to you
and in your mind, you just fucking thought that you are the one feeling unhappy about this
please, wake up your idea can?
do you ever realize you've that someone to talk to and get consoled when you are down,
do you ever realize there's a him who's always ready to shower you with all his love
and
i've had none of that?
all i've is just sticks and sticks of cold and unfeeling cigarettes,
producing stinky and health-threatening smoke
going into my lungs and coming out again
leaving tar and nicotine sticking onto my lungs
now who's the pathetic one?
go die.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Sunday, October 16, 2005
i dont know
you came to confront me
asked me so many question,
yet i could answer none
i just kept quiet throughout
and your questions were like needles
so fast and accurately striking at my heart
its the first time i've ever seen you like this
so fierce and determined to get an answer
how i wished i could say the three words
but the results wouldnt change
you asked so many whys and whys
how i wished i could answer them
i dont even know the answer to the questions myself
i dont know why i ignore you in the first place
i dont understand why i didnt contact you anymore
sent you a msg yesterday
yet you did not reply
just what you fucking want?
you want me to knee down before you and ask for your forgiveness?
or you want me to die?
can you just say what you want?
nabei
chee bye
go die.
Monday, October 10, 2005
Monday, October 10, 2005
haven been updating for like 1 week?nvm updating now
work was tiring alright. sometimes its just best to keep a low profile, or else the one getting punishment would be none other than yourself. got a little pissed off with some customers, dont wanna talk about them anyway. they suk
had a hard time getting you out of my mind,
yes i've succeeded at last
no longer thinking about you anymore
though you come to my mind occasionally
it doesnt matter
at least i dont feel vexed when i think about you
i'm at a loss at how to carry on from here
should i contact you as a friend?
i'm in a dilemma
i am hoping to be your friend again
yet
i am afraid of repeating history again
i cant take it anymore
i dont wanna have the second time
i hate knowing you
i hate you
go die.
Monday, October 03, 2005
Monday, October 03, 2005
realised that blogger's getting suckier and suckier. nvm
been working since my holidays started. damn tired i tell you. just waiting for my body to collapse and stop functioning. thats what i am hoping for this holiday.
anyway, work's getting suckier as days goes by. no jokes no fun, everyone's leaving and soon it gonna be my turn. especially today, argh dont wanna comment about it anymore.
had the urge to blog, yet nothing to write now. zzzz.
you've read my blog dont you?
thanks for ignoring me.
go die.
