POSTS
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Saturday, November 19, 2005
i dont know why
i'm thinking of you again,
reminded of memories of you again.
kanninabei chao chee bye.
fuck myself for being an idiot.
fuck everything
go die.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
haven been touching my com for like 5 days. zzz. thx to school. i hate school.
school suk man. sound like a idiotic 14yrs old child who complain about this and that. but it sux truly alright. only the second week of the new semester and i'm starting to feel the stress and tiredness. haiz.
got like 2 assignments on hand. gonna get stressed out soon.
bad start for my sem. everyday is school and home. studies and studies. hard to catch a breather anywhere.
sianz
go die.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
school has finally reopened! not that i'm looking forward to it, it's just a casual remark. 2 months holiday seems long? well, not really. seems so short. can i have another 2 more months? =X
1st week in school wasnt really fun. met some proud teachers, damn pissed off with them alright. but there's nothing i can do, my future depends on them. zzzz.
went for my first cds, sound like a kuku, but yes its my first. there's always a first time for everything. laugh if u like, i dont give a damn. anyway, was like 10mins late for my lecture. actually wasnt supposed to be late, but thx to the size of the engineering school i had to walk from one end to the other end. and when i finally reached the lt, i was like i had just completed a 100m sprint. tired like hell man fuck.
well, opened the lt door and wtf? the lt was full alright, and that stupid lecturer, leesb, had already started teaching. had no choice then but to sit next to the door and hide behind the wall. didnt dare to show my face to the lecturer. lol
and it ended up wasting 1hr of my precious time. yes she might have taught something useful. but, how are you able to understand when firstly, there's no lecture notes in front of you when others have got it. secondly, in front of your eyes is just a white wall, and you can do is to listen hard to watever the lecturer is saying. which i only make out 1 out of 10 sentences.
dont you find it ridiculous that, you paid around 1k for 1 semester which is about 3 months, and yet, YET, the lecturers are telling you about copyright stuffs. which in short means go print your own notes. oh and what the hell happened to my 1k?
not that i'm trying to be funny here. and the worst thing is you've to buy a book which has no relevance to your 3 years of course of studies at all, but only for your cds which is about 3 months. and the book costs $30? nabei
the bottomline is money again. money and more money.
damn broke now alright. guess i've to ask for a pivate company to sponsor my studies. and not forgetting my daily expenses (which include a packet of cigarettes)
=X
argh i've got to quit smoking soon. too costly for me now. maybe when i am richer, or when some companies agreed to sponsor me. i would love that. dont really mind if its just a small company or wat. just give me money and i'll ignore everything. =X
maybe i sound too money-minded. but who dont want money? haha
ending here then ciaoz
go die.
