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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
just a little fed up about some things.
first, do my face look like 'i'm a saint! tell me your troubles and i'll solve it for you!'?
i think so
lame, act cute, whatever u call it. it's just whats happening to me, or should i say had happened to me.
what can i do? thats what frenz are for. (heard this from dont know how many people)
what are frenz?
a simple definition would be, they are people whom you know.
but
have you ever thought of frenz as this way, that frenz are people who come to you in times of trouble. and i mean ONLY in times of trouble, such as when they are feeling down, borrowing money from you, when they are bored and have nothing to do, when they need someone to listen to their complains and whines, etc.
the above may not apply to everyone, but its damn true to me. (of course not every frenz of mine lah)
have you really spend time thinking about when was the last time any of your fren called you when they are enjoying their day and tell you, "Hey I'm feeling so happy!"
ok i know it sounds super lame, but, friendship isnt just helping when in times of trouble, isnt it?can you imagine one day when your phone rings or receives an sms, before you even pick up or read the sms, you start to consider ignoring your phone, simply because you saw the phonecall or sms is from your 'friend'.
like for example, you are online in msn and surfing the net or whatsoever. suddenly your long-time-no-chat friend comes and chat with you. less than 1 min later he wants to borrow money from you. and you fucking feel like cursing and swearing at the world.
shouldnt friendship include some good things like, treat your frenz to dinner when u tio 4D, etc. =X
can someone tell me does this happen to everyone? or is it just me?
if it's just me, why? why me? cos i look like a moron or a bitch?
am i just thinking too much into it or these are facts which i've written? i really dont wish for the day where i hate to hear any sms or phone calls. i really really dont.
can someone teach and enlighten me?
please let me have a change of my opinion towards friends. please.
and oh yeah, i passed all my subjects for this semester. cheers.
fuck the world
go die.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
i am back
went back to work few days ago. not bad ah, quite fun still. met up with long time no see frenz, had a fun time making fun of people. lol.
hahahahaha
yet again, life seems so boring.
no social life, everyday is just home and work. what to do, i'm just a poor little boy.
ever wondered if this world were unfair?
ever been envious of a person whom u strive to be?
ever hoped you could be the center of attraction rather than sitting in a cold dark corner when people are having fun?
ever wished that you could lead a life free of worries and pain?
ever wanted that your other half could be with you all the while?
i guess all these questions appeared in your mind before. at least once ok. and the feeling sux whenever u start to think about this kind of things. so next time, before you start to think about these questions, ask yourself, what do other people want that is in you?
like for example, if you are one fellow who is damn hella good at consoling people, people would be damn envious of you. why? because they cant do it and u can.
seems easy to say these kind of things ah. may seem hard, but at least try. it makes your life more interesting and fun. rather than spending time being envious, why dont you spend time enjoying and have fun with your peeps. thats better,
someone told me this, 'being sad is so hard'.
well, it all depends. it may not seem obvious, but being sad is part of growing up. and from there u learn to look at things from different perspective, instead of being a small little boy who just wants his stuffs.
enough crap. bb
go die.
