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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
stress
fucked up
pek cek
tired
exhausted
its damn crap lah.
so many quizes and assignments. it just seems like time is never enough for me to do anything. ET haven start, UIR haven do, OSH dont know wtf happened to the pbl, ET quiz on thur, ICP quiz tml. nabei lah
just had my UO quiz today. quite ok. can pass i think. was quite relief when the quiz was over. but so many shit haven do. relax? dream on lah. the worst thing that can happen is next next week is the term test.
been so damn long since i'm feeling so stressed up. even when i'm having my exam last sem i didnt feel so stress and tired.
assignments seems like it can never be completed. quizes seems so many. term test seems so near. everything seems so wrong. just where's the problem? i studied hard for the quizes, yet it just seems to me that i understand nothing.
fuck lah stress lah
go die.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Thursday, May 18, 2006
damn tired now. been 19hrs since i last slept.
all because of a soccer match. argh fuck it.
i'm gonna skip school tml. all lectures. doesnt matter that much anyway. oh yeah. 4 quizzes next week. so good of temasek poly chemical engineering lecturers. they are really so damn good to squeeze 4 quizzes next week.
i'm super worn out from all the projects and tutorials weighing on my shoulders. it just seems like there are so so so many projects. and pbls. and the tutorials. crap. only did like 1 or 2 tutorial? lecture? forget it. i'm in desperate need of a tutor. yes i am struggling.
damn i'm missing you again.
been ages since i last saw or contacted you. like 3 months?
i dont know what i'm thinking now
i feel so pissed,
is it simply because i miss you
or there's more to it.
i dont know,
i really dont.
suddenly remembered the last time i talked to you.
u said something
but it just doesnt dance to my ear.
i just dont like it.
but wtf am i suppose to do?
scold you?
just forget it.
from today onwards you're out of my mind.
i wanna forget about you totally.
girls
are
troubles.
zzz
been thinking about my life. looks so rotten to me. why am i smoking? why am i struggling? just where's the problem? my life's just a black and white paper. picked up from a rubbish dump. smelly, rotten, fucked up.
wtf am i saying again. why am i saying all this again.
tired.
go die.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Sunday, May 07, 2006
had a nice time today.
went to airport to study, of course with frenz. and we DID study a little, no choice but to catch up on the things we missed. which literally means every subject. studying halfway through when we started playing cards. oh and well, studying session ended there. studied for 2hr? quite a good achievement already lah.
caught a movie after that - mission impossible III. rock man i tell u. lol. definitely worth your $9.50.
planned to have my dinner outside. but, too broke. and i mean i'm darn broke now. how i wish i had a money printing machine in my house. that would be shiok. nv have to worry about my financial status. people say that dreams are opposite of reality. now then i fully understand what it means. money's just too important in the present society.
a word of advice:
please just keep your comments to yourself unless it's absolutely necessary to speak up. speaking without thinking makes you a mother fucker hated by tons of people. especially when somebody is doing something.
its damn bloody rude to comment about some things. like for example when people are playing game and you are waiting for your turn. you can bloody look, but please do not keep mumbling behind the person's back. if u cannot control your rotten mouth then make sure the person in front doesnt hears what u say.
loads of crap coming out again. i dont know why, it just piss me off. fuck
wanted to blog earlier actually. but stomach started to grumble even before i started typing. cook 2 packets of mee and i'm still hungry. fuck. i'm a pig.
guess i'll cook 2 more packet.
off to cook again. ciaos
go die.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Thursday, May 04, 2006
sudden urge to blog. yet had problems logging in. dampens my mood. now no more mood to blog. zzzzzz.
anyway, there's a big problem since school started. this is the 2nd week and i've only attended 1 full hour of lecture. dont get it? simply put it, i've skipped all the lectures for this 2 weeks, except for 1 pathetic hour. and it was a poker session at the back of the LT. lol wtf.
and as you guessed, tutorial session was tedious. cos unable to understand what the lecturer is talking. damn it. zzz
and if u wonder what was i doing which made me skipped lecture, well, thats dota. and cards of course. lol.
i missed the me in semester 1, who didnt skip any lecture at all. zzz.
have you ever found it amusing that people always prefer the past than present. everytime if there's change in a environment, people tend to say, 'in the past...blah blah blah..' or 'last time things werent like that' . seldom u hear people say, 'this is better than last time..blah blah blah'.
maybe thats human.
ran into something unpleasant today on the bus trip home. pissed me off. would have whacked them if they werent gals. fuck
update some other time. bb
go die.
