POSTS
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Saturday, August 19, 2006
4am now. still awake.
went into friendster and looked through everyone's profile. seems like everyone is not what they are in the past.
yes people do change. its just a matter of changing to better or to worse.
simple and short.
what is worse and what is better.
think for yourself.
i'm in no position to comment about everything.
missed the old days during sec sch and during work. everything seems so carefree.
everyday is slacking.
never had to study hard yet i can passed all the tests and quizes.
missed the old times during work. work was never boring. jokes were being made often and everyone work to their hardest. outings were organised and everyone enjoyed them.
sound like a damn fucking compo.
maybe i study too much.
gone bonkers.
now,
every quiz must study or else sure fail
everyday is like a ship with no destination
you dont know what you are gonna do for that day and how to make times pass faster
never had to worry about financial stuffs
yet in poly i've to think about my financial status before doing anything
this sux
i hate being poor
i wanna be rich.
fuck
why the hell i started smoking i also dont know. what i know now is quitting seems impossible for me. yes ciggs ARE expensive. but no choice. i hate smoking.
come to think about it,
am i living a screwed up life or am i not living at all?
sorry for the crap.
i just wanna let everything out.
fuck the world
go die.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Thursday, August 17, 2006
et was a complete mess today.
imagine u study 3 or 4 days for the paper and you thought you were damn hell well prepared. in the end the paper was completely different from what u thought it was to be.
it was damn hell complete mess.
crap lah.
go die.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
stress.
my table now seems so messy. covered with notes and notes and notes. nothing else.
crap lah.
i hate exams when you've to stay up till late just to study for that stupid 1.5hours or 3hours. its damn hell not worth it.
but
bo bian.
we give face to marks, not we dont wanna fight against this kind of stupid system.
nvm i dont know what i typing also lol.
et sux.
go die.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Saturday, August 12, 2006
gonna sleep soon.
i'm so bored.
anyway, tons and tons of things waiting for me to do. report, quiz, term test, exams and whatever lah. i dont wanna take supp paper~ lol. anyway, pass will be a good grade for me this semester. well, i'm not ambitious. cos i nv go lecture. if i had gone, maybe i will aim for a B. but not this semester. its just not the right time.
mood swing happens to me just more and more often. i dont know why. it just pissed me off.
maybe its you.
or not.
i dont wanna think about you.
you are meaningless to me now.
fuck the world lah.
go die.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
revival of rotting blog.
just some updates before going to sleep.
around 1 week more to term test, 2 weeks more to main exam. then its slacking period.
not actually slack. work to be more exact. i'm broke, DAMN broke.
i wanna go sell backside to earn money. anyone interested? lolz.
this is what you call desperate. yup.
still the same me as usual. been trying to quit smoking, but, argh. forget it. no money yet continue smoking. ironic. anyway, indonesia cigg seems affordable for now. so still ok. lol.
1 more thing. for this ending semester, i've attended a total of around 5hrs++ lecture. power huh. and lucky me i cleared all my quizes. ok small small quiz got fail lah. but lecture quiz not yet. i dont want the first to come anyway.
i'm gonna start studying this weekend. i dont wanna take supp paper. i'm scared.
presentation tml.
i'm gonna screw up the presentation.
trust me.
i will.
hahahaha
10% only.
CDS somemore.
so.
fuck care.
swee.
lalala.
siao.
ciaoz
go die.
