POSTS
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Saturday, September 23, 2006
complains:
i need money money money.
crap.
everyday's just work and home and home and work. everyday wake up, go work, then go home.
its bad enough already.
imagine your sleep always kena disturbed by someone in the house shouting here and there like as if u weren't in the house. the 1st thing u wake up is the morning then kena pissed. what about the rest of the day? fuck chee bye
i dont like my life.
i wanna be carefree.
i want no burdens.
one more thing.
i need donations. i'm broke. my whole fortune left less than 20 bucks.
fuck i hate being poor.
i'm gonna be rich when i grow up in the future.
its not a swear or a promise,
its just what i wanna be.
ya still smoking. can someone pls control me and stop me from smoking. its taking away my life and money.
funny ah? i know the consequences yet still smoke.
on the other hand, whos knows? u may just be hit by a car the next day u cross a road or whatever.
will die = confirm die
no need avoid.
thats why i smoke.
to enjoy life.
haha
i'm so poetic.
go die.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Thursday, September 14, 2006
--------7am in the morning------
just reach home from chalet. past 2 days have been spent on the class chalet.
it was just much more fun than i expected. =X
First day:
first thing we reach the chalet was smoke, with my lecturer. shiok lah. haha. everyone seem so carefree and happy at the chalet. no exam stress, no restrictions. everyone was just themselves. thats what i love when going to chalets (except for those boring ones)
bbq was next.
didnt have to bbq any food =X
my beloved classmate was bbq-ing all the way. i guess they would appreciate me for finishing the food they bbq-ed. of course they would. lolz.
had fun with some of the lecturers. talk-cock sessions and no teacher-student relationship. it was just shiok to hear lecturers scolding vulgarities. hahaha. and also to scold them back.
played dai dee (big2) with a lecturer. lost money. damn fucked up. anyway its not the money that matters really. its the fun we nv had in school.
at night was just drinking and drinking with friends. nearly got knocked out but didnt. guess i could hold my liquor well =X went for a sleep and recovered.
ok i did some stupid stuffs alright. took a knife and threatened to kill people. lolz. i knew what i was doing ok (to people in my class who's reading this). heard from another friend that the rest of the class was so afriad of us cos they thought we were drunk. its like wth man. they just locked themselves in a room, afriad that we might do something to them. so crap. =X
went mahjong session till morning b4 going home for some sleep.
Second day:
went to the chalet. ok little food left. no choice so ordered mac. and it was just mahjong and mahjong all the way.
one more thing,
i did a good deed. helped a friend. haha. its really a GOOD deed. he's gonna be attached soon. =X
i hope.
anyway, chalet was fun. had some class-bonding. and disturbing people. shiok
ciaoz~
go die.
Monday, September 11, 2006
Monday, September 11, 2006
some updates:
work was slack. spend my time slacking throughout. lolz.
gonna have a class chalet tml. hope it'll be a nice one. please dont let it be a bored and meaningless day.
well, same me. still smoking, still never serious, still etc. =X
i'm in a good mood.
yeah
i dont know how longbut i hope forever=)
go die.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Saturday, September 02, 2006
first day of work was damn hell tiring. i lost all my working stamina.
or maybe i got too sick of it.
repeating same things over and over again.
but
how i hope some things can be repeated again.
i know its impossible.
i dare not dream.
i dare not even think about it.
you're too good for me still.
i sux.
a useless stupid coward.
thats what i am.
go die.
