POSTS
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
school starting tml.
no more late sleeping and late waking up.
no more slacking at night and sleeping in the day.
i'll have to change my sleeping time again. zzz.
anyway, watched the guardian and death note. who haven't watch should go and watch. both are very nice.
can't find any reasons for me to be happy about tml's school reopening. well, maybe a good reason will be seeing long-time-no-see friends. thats it.
argh. i hope PSI goes up to 200. then continue holiday. lol
go die.
Friday, October 13, 2006
Friday, October 13, 2006
watched possessed today.
its a crap movie lah. pls dont watch it.
go die.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
$5.50
hahaha
power
go die.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Saturday, October 07, 2006
been thinking alot this past days. dont know why.
why is it that people only treasure things only when they have lost it? maybe thats human mentality. when you have it, you tend to take it for granted that the particular thing/person will be with you always. you've simply forgotten how hard and painstakingly you've fought or done just to have that particular thing/person. when you've lost it, the memories of how you fought for the thing/person all resurfaced in your mind and remorseful starts growing in you.
cant people treasure what they have? everyday you hear complains from different people, about this about that about everything under the sun. and yes, it makes sense to you. you agree with the complainers. but what can you do? what can the complainers do? keep on complaining like an asshole?
once a cab driver told me. 20 years ago he had a friend who was driving taxi. he keeps complaining about the government, customers, traffic etc. he swore here and there that he doesnt want to drive a cab anymore. 20 years later he's still driving a cab, and everyday complain complain and complain. and still keep on driving the cab that he complains about. sounds contradicting right. you might think the cab driver is stupid or what. before you even think about that, think whether you've done the same thing before. definitely a yes.
why cant the cab driver think of his situation in another way? he could have compared himself to people living in those countries like India and Indonesia. isnt that better?
maybe thats human. they're nv satisfied with what they have. they ask for cars you give them. the next time they'll ask for a house. you give them a house the next time they'll ask for dont know whatever shit thats getting more and more expensive.
i'm not a philosopher or what. i'm just telling people how i feel. thats it.
go die.
Friday, October 06, 2006
Friday, October 06, 2006
damn guilty.
nearly made 2 girls cry today. crap.
i'm sorry
go die.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Thursday, October 05, 2006
zz my tagboard got auto deleted again.
2nd time.
how i wished to be with you.
how i wished to see you everyday.
how i loved to hold you in my arms.
you'll never know.
never
go die.
Monday, October 02, 2006
Monday, October 02, 2006
you're affecting my life.
go die.
