POSTS
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Sunday, April 29, 2007
a simple but sweet day
=))
everywhere is nice with you around
love ya so much
<3
go die.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Saturday, April 21, 2007
i miss u
<3
tml is the day.
happiness
go die.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
haven slept in like 25hrs.
5 more hours to go.
currently at raffles place working.
as security
sounds so weird lah.
thinking of my one and only darling throughout the whole night
u completed my life.
=)))
love my bao bei lotsssssssss.
hehe.
just me and uforeverandever<3
go die.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
sorry
i dont know what to do anymore
yes i know from the start
that
this will happen one day
but i didnt expect it to hit me so fast
i thought i could just ignore it
sorry i cant
i just cant accept it anymore
i hate it when u hang out with guys so often
seriously i hate it
always thought that it doesnt bother me
i dont wanna control your life
i dont want u to lose your friends
i'm just trying so hard to let u lead your normal life
but i just cant accept it.
its not your fault
the faults lies with my own thinking.
sorry.
go die.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
been in heaven for 2 days.
surrounded by happiness with u in my life.
<333
now
back to 5 days cptc
sianzzz
go die.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Thursday, April 12, 2007
finally the weekend is coming.
hehe.
so looking forward to meeting u =))
this 3 days have been like so long and tedious.
just seeing u alone is just not enough
1 more day~
<3333
go die.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Thursday, April 05, 2007
so glad its finally over.
will always love the one and only u =)
<3
go die.
why must this happen.
i dont wanna tell u how much i did for u
there's no point.
i dont wanna act like a noble guy
where in fact i'm not
i'm just a useless guy
yes maybe i did cheer u up
but i make u sad again
i know your mood sux today.
yet i still could leave u alone
and to u
i'm 'enjoying my slacking'
tons and tons of worries filled my mind
wanted to call u
but what could i say
that i'm sorry?
saying that useless 5 letter word
i know its not going to help in anything
i'm afraid u would find me irritating
i dont even dare to chat with u in msn
fuck it
go die.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
i'm confused.
got bombarded with this kind of question the moment i wake up.
i dont want u to go,
seriously i dont.
1week seeing u 1 time beats not seeing u for 3 months.
i'm scared.
i dont wanna be selfish.
but i just dont want u to go
=(
thats the selfish me above.
now
its for your own good.
i will support u no matter what.
jia you!
go die.
Monday, April 02, 2007
Monday, April 02, 2007
everything's my fault. i know
its like the past, i need to know what you're thinking.
sorry i broke my promise.
i didnt thought it'll turn out to be so difficult.
i'm trying my very best already
i just cant do it so easily
maybe what u feel is right
i might do that more often during cptc,
or even more.
sometimes i wished i had never started it at all,
then i wouldnt be trying so hard to quit it.
i'm so tired.
my eyelids are so damn heavy,
but i just cant slp.
too many things to worry and decide,
i'm useless
go die.
i'm in a damn bloody confused state now.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know how to make u feel better.
i feel so useless.
1 week can only see u one time.
maybe twice.
dont even think we have the time to msg each other.
i'm scared
will a gap develop between us?
can we go through the coming one month?
i dont wanna lose u
go die.