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Thursday, June 21, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
yesterday was a day i'll remember for the rest of my life.
thanks for the surprise.
yeah i'm at a loss for words.
thanks.
i love u!
go die.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
my dearest birthday in around 1 hr time.
in order to be the first to wish him, i shall blog here first.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY
although tmr might be another tiring day going for attachment again, but still must enjoy your day to the fullest.
i love u always <33
go die.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007
trust - a person on whom or thing on which one relies. (from
http://www.dictionary.com/)
trust,
a word so simple to say,
yet so hard to execute.
for some people i mean,
definitely not me.
yesterday is just like a repetition of last time.
i made u angry,
i made u sad,
and yet u still waited the whole night for me.
or maybe u just couldnt get to slp.
or did u really waited for me?
yes,
its a repetition of last time.
again u kept quiet,
its just me asking questions and u keeping quiet.
its just simple questions,
yes or no,
is it really that hard to answer?
do i look like a 3year old kiddo?
sighs
its hard to trust people,
everyone have people whom they trust and whom they dont.
but,
dont i deserve your trust?
maybe,
its not about trust.
i'm trying to change,
so that i'll not irritate u,
yet,
i've reached the limit.
i cant go any further beyond than now.
i just dont understand,
i just dont,
is it just so hard to open your heart?
i'm stuck at the 6th key,
so helpless and clueless now.
what more can i do?
不知要等到何年何月,才能进入你的世界和了解你的心,我会慢慢地等待那天的到来,直到永远.我爱你,我想亲你倔强到极限的心
go die.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
lalala.
<33333
my dear at tuas now =)
u will nv die. hugs.
go die.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
another key to the chest.
=)
yeah
somehow it hurts,
initially i mean.
somehow,
in one way or another,
the thought of it breaks my heart,
though everything belong to the past.
i wasnt mentally prepared,
been looking forward to the answer,
though i knew it long ago,
i just wanted to hear u say.
yet,
when u said it,
it hit me so hard.
sorry,
u dropped tears for me again.
never have i seen u like this,
i guess,
you yourself knows that u're so seldom like this.
it should nv had turn out this way,
absurd is the word to describe me.
anyway,
everything's fine now.
another step closer to reach for ur heart =)
<3333
a promise is a promise,i said i will not think about it anymore,and so,i wouldnt.the past doesnt matter anymore,what matters is now, and the future.
go die.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
life's become so sweet with u around.
a long day's work,
all the aches,
all the tired-ness,
they just simply disappear.
reaching home after work,
to chat with u,
and,
to hear your voice,
have already been part of my life.
and it'll continue to be,
until forever.
i never knew,love can be so satisfying.u show me how love can change a person,just like how it changed me.u made me believe in forever,and forever shall it be.lao po,i love u!muacks!
go die.
poor dear.
he has to work till 5 am today.
and he's very tired and just recovered from fever and flu.
no late nite chats today so darling.
don't stay online too late when u're home okies.
goodnight, my pigpig lao gong.
5 words as usual.
老公，我爱你。
go die.
Friday, June 01, 2007
Friday, June 01, 2007
the love of my life <3
u said 抱抱 to me for the 1st time.
dont know why.
i feel so so so happy =))
simply love u lots,
i'm your silly boy
<333
go die.
my dear fell sick the day before and slp for 30 hrs straight.
wake up once only to eat.
and my dear nv bathe for 35 hrs straight.
-smelly-
but i still love you lots.
coz you are my one and only
and nv will be replaced.
lastly, get well soon.
my silly boy.
<3333333333333
go die.
the love of my life <3