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Monday, March 17, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
dear, decided to jot something here because i feel that's more privacy here than my blog.
sorry for being unreasonable, always making a fuss esp when u worked for very long hours. in fact, everytime i want to express my deepest concern to u, it'll end up with those shitty attitude of mine.
do u really think that im tat unreasonable?
do u really think that im angry?
sometimes, i'll make a passing comment serious. i dunno why i did that to make myself angry. i trust you and yet i act as if i dun. and everytime i forgive you, i still act as if i dun.
those tears was there for a reason. im angry with myself why am i so stupid to always find fault with u whereby the problem lies with me. i couldnt understand why i did all those stupid things, i think probably i want more attention from u other than ur work. maybe u'll fork out some of ur time to talk to me and ensure that im no longer unhappy.
hope that this 12 hr shift of work everyday will end soon. i miss waiting for u to end work, talk on the phone and head to bed. it probably wont happen if i ever find a job.
i hope u'll always remember that i love you and i didnt meant to hurt u. our road is always full of obstacles and we had been through all tat together. i'll nv let u go, will u?
go die.
