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Saturday, May 28, 2005
Saturday, May 28, 2005
didnt blog for dun noe how many donkey days, and i tink its just 4 lame days zzzz
the past few days were just bored and lame, felt so restless throughout..1st week no tutorials no practical only lectures, and the lectures were so bored..listening to the lecturers toking non-stop, seem like we were machines or something like that..and of course i slept during lectures..
poly seems so different from sec sch life, having to collect ur notes from ur class rep instead of teachers, nobody to coach u and help u along the way..well mayb i haven learn to b so independent in studies, mayb i will need more time..zzz
and the people in poly were like so unfriendly..stared at u when they walk past u..didnt even hav the courtesy to smile, or at least hav some manners not to stare..all seem so 'stranger'..going to the same sch everyday is like going to a different sch everyday, just doesnt feel like a sch in any way..
seems like the sch is just a cold and empty building..no sadness, no happiness, no laughter..nothing at all except the cold and empty building..
cant blame me for posting such lame posts..cos its all from my heart..
anyway..went back to bds on dunno which day..happy memories just flashed through my mind, everything i hav done in the sch in my 4yrs..those crapping and laughter i had in the sch, those golden times i spent in my sch, those times with my beloved teachers, and many more..these memories seem 100000000 times better than my poly life now..
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and today was the worst day for tis week i guess, went for lecture from 8-12pm, and had to wait till 4pm for my next tutorial..zzz..anyway shall not mention wat happen in between..went for my tutorial, and it was a TOTAL WASTE OF TIME OK?zzzz..i did not even make a sound in the 2hr class..y?cos i got isolated..simple?understand?zzz..
anyway..finally a update ah?lolz
go die.
