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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
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finally time for update. any1 waiting for this?=X
sick and tired of life. everyday is just studies and results.
my CP spoke to me abt my attitude problem. again, 1 more teacher to my 'list of teachers who said i've attitude problem'
so what if i have an attitude problem. so what if i talk back to teachers. so what if u all bloody teachers dun respect me. do my face show that i give a shit about it?
yes i scolded my teacher. i talk back, argued. so whats the big problem about that. if u think u can intimidate me by adding my attitude problem in my life file, then u can just simply fuck off and suck cock. if u think by adding a black mark to my life file would affect it adversely, please, grow up.
what fucking right do u have to comment my attitude when u only known me for less then 3 months?u said my attitude needs further improvement, but do u know i am trying my best?do you know what shit stuffs i've to bear with in order to match up with your 'no attitude problem'?
no1 seems to notice how hard am i trying to curb my temper and improve my attitude. in your eyes i am just an asshole who find pleasure in talking back to teachers. think about it again. is that really the fucking case?if you really think so, you can jolly well bang ur empty skull against the wall till it splits up. chao chee bye.
my results are deteriorating - thx to my laziness. i scored 0.5/10 for my quiz. please note that its 0.5 NOT 5, understand?and the 0.5marks were actually given to me for my effort and nothing else.
is poly life just results?at least 1 quiz a week. and everyone is so damn bloody concerned about their marks including me. seems that everyone study so hard to improve their studies. and here i am, worrying about my marks but doesnt give a fuck to improve it. i was told that i had to pass every subject to go to the next sem. sound easy? try doing it yourself and you understand.
long post?i dun tink so. more to go now.
i am really at a loss at what to do
please,
give me some directions to help you
i hate to see you miserable and lonely
yes,
i may be dumb
i may be retard
but i know you are important to me
dun treat me so cold
give me another chance,
i will treasure it,
please
1 more thing. i actually fucking forget to bring my notes back. oh god please let me have my notes back. the notes were damn bloody thick and i guess it would cost around 5bucks to photocopy it. and my newly-bought foolscap.
fucking down on my luck ever since sch started. things started disappearing and get lost. 1st - my pen. 2nd - my notes. 3rd - my money. 4th - notes again. god if you wanna punish me just let me get knocked over by a car when i cross the road. just let me die instantly. does it makes you fucking happy to make fun of and torture me?
to end, sorry for the use of crude languages.
go die.
