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Saturday, August 20, 2005
Saturday, August 20, 2005
feeling so empty
haiz
i dun noe why
maybe cos of you
i am at a loss
tell me what to do
A day without hearing your voice or seeing you can be so miserable,
it can really be a torture to miss you sometimes.
never a day past without me thinking of you,
hoping that when my phone ring, it is you on the other end
feeling so happy whenever a sms comes in, only to be greeted by disappointment upon realising it was not from you
even taking a bus can remind me of you,
so much wanted to see you every minute every second
do you know?
but why do i feel so empty and sad when i am with you?
yes,
you may joke and talk with me,
i may seem happy infront of you,
but i feel so empty within me.
seems to me that you never care about me
i wanna get an answer from you.
yes i admit
i fear rejection
but
it is not wat matters most to me.
wat matters most to me,
is ,
you
not rejection
not emptiness
it is
the one and only you
go die.
