POSTS
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
my mind is at a loss
i really dont know what to do anymore
yes i have heard some advice
but does it matter?
i dont want to make any decisions that i will regret for the rest of my life
but i guess it doesnt affect you in any way
why?
cos you dont even give a shit about my feelings
to you i am just a piece of shit lying on the ground
and you cant even be bothered to take a glance at me
leaving me to rot and die there
i may be exaggerating
but thats how i feel
if u think i am at fault for expressing my feelings
then u can jolly well bang your head on the wall
sometimes i wished that i could be dead
i wished i never had known you
you brought me so much pain
you brought me tears
you even let me have a taste of despair
you destroy my life totally
and yet
i still love you that much
i still wanna care about you
i still want to be that umbrella to shelter you when it rains
i still want to be the star to guide you when you are lost
i still want to that blanket to keep you warm when you are cold
i am still hoping that a miracle will happen
i am still waiting patiently for that day
i am still waiting
yes i am
go die.
