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Friday, September 09, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
back to blogging again.
tml is the end of exam, so shiok ah 1 week only?if thats what you think, you're terribly wrong alright. during this past week its just study and study all the way. no time to relax no time to slack. maybe just a few games of dota in between the days. god damn it lucky that tml is the last day.
this past few exam days have really been torturous. waking up early in the morning, going to school to revise with friends to confirm what i've revise is sufficient blah blah blah. facing tremendously stress when waiting for the exam to start. after exam yet another stress - whether your answer is correct or wrong. having to worry about this and that. and when you get home, there's another paper you've have to study. just what the fuck is wrong with life.
life can be so unfair
some people are born with a silver spoon in their mouth yet some have to work like a dog to earn money. some are just so clever that they can wait till the day before exam then study, and they score so much higher than those nerds who study everyday. some are just so fucked-up and mother fuckers yet they have a lot of friends just because they are stinking rich. some dont even have the money to eat a proper meal yet others can just waste tons of food everyday.
why cant the world be balanced and fair. everything distributed fairly and equally to everyone. money, kinship, love, friendship etc. cant everyone have the equal amount of everything? why the fuck be so stingy and let people suffer. nabei
argh crapping again lah.
after tml its the 2 month holiday. guess i've no choice but to go back to work. i just cant be like other people who can enjoy and spend all the money they like. guess my life gonna carry on like that till the day of my death.
i've had more than enough of worries and yet people keep coming and pouring their troubles at me. maybe they just dont understand me well enough. cant blame them cos i never give any chance to them. those who claim they understand me in fact dont.
guess i gonna keep searching for the one who will understand me. both my thoughts and feelings.
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go die.
