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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
finally the long-awaited off day has arrived. nothing much for today, camping at home whole day, at least it beats going to work and face those bloody full-of-themselves customers.
although i've repeat alot of times, i still want to say it - i really dont know where to go from here anymore.
why do memories of you keep flashing through my mind
whenever i am free, and my definition of free is nothing to do from 1seconds onwards
memories of you appear in my mind again.
tried to kept myself busy during work,
didnt want to miss you anymore,
why?
cause it makes my life so miserable,
it disrupted my life tremendously.
the only thing for me to stop thinking of you is,
smoke smoke smoke
so,
spent my free time smoking, (and i meant ALL my free time)
maybe i am dying soon,
so why the fuck should i think about the consequences
how nice it would be if i could drop dead while smoking.
heard alot of 'news and updates' about people during work. so many problems which i am unaware of. tried to solve every one, succeeded, but failed when it comes to mine.
anyway, had a nice time yesterday. work was relaxing, and so many dirty jokes being told. haha had a nice time laughing. been so long since i had a hearty laugh.
ciao
go die.
