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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
sian-ness
holidays seems to be so bored nowadays. no fun no excitement at all. yes maybe a few days when i go out. others seems so dull, just work and eat and sleep. zzz
yes i am back to smoking. say all you like, i dont wanna think too much into the future. maybe i will live a shorter life, maybe i will die tml. so many maybe to consider and if i consider everything, life would appear more stress and colourless. so why bother?just let me do what i want. its my life. i owe no one an explanation about my actions, i didnt cheat, i didnt lie, i didnt steal.
its only the 2nd day since the purchase of my first packet of cigarettes in 2 months, and i am already addicted to it. dont wanna think too much about quitting or anything. yes i know people will tell me 1 packet cost me around 10 bucks or so, i will get cancer, my lungs are black or whatever. i know all that alright. guess i just cannot control myself, take 1 step at a time, thats what i am thinking now.
went out to watch 'the cave' just now, nice show that is. damn thrilling, maybe you guys out there can consider watching. had a fun time just now, and tml is another working day. zzzz. an off day seem to pass so fast yet a working day pass so slow. what kind of stupid logic is that. knn
good luck to you and him
i wish the both of you happiness
go die.
