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Friday, October 21, 2005
Friday, October 21, 2005
do you know,
how much i wanted to contact you yet i didnt have the courage
how much i missed you when i didnt even seen you for about a month
how long i've waited since i last saw your sms in my phone
how much pain i've gone through just to ignore you
how much i hoped to be your friend again
how much i wanted to chat happily on the phone with you
and do you know that i was so happy to receive your msg today?
you dont know.
you thought i ignored you for nothing
you thought i didnt feel a shit when i send those hurtful sms to you
and in your mind, you just fucking thought that you are the one feeling unhappy about this
please, wake up your idea can?
do you ever realize you've that someone to talk to and get consoled when you are down,
do you ever realize there's a him who's always ready to shower you with all his love
and
i've had none of that?
all i've is just sticks and sticks of cold and unfeeling cigarettes,
producing stinky and health-threatening smoke
going into my lungs and coming out again
leaving tar and nicotine sticking onto my lungs
now who's the pathetic one?
go die.
