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Sunday, July 09, 2006
Sunday, July 09, 2006
complains again.
screwed up life
fucked up me
selfish ass
i dont know why i'm typing all this shit out again.
looks like i've nv has anything good to share whenever thats a new post.
sorry to those who read my blog.
or maybe there isnt anyone who's reading my blog.
yes or no,
i dont care.
just wanna say these things to something or someone.
hate financial crisis
hate my arrogance
hate my cowardice
hate the useless me
hate my poor results
hate slacking
i wanna be those who thinks about studying all the time,
impossible.
i wanna be a smart ass who get high marks despite slacking all the time,
impossible.
i wanna get rich and spend money without second thoughts,
impossible.
i wanna lead a carefree life with nothing to worry (and i mean NOTHING),
forever impossible.
i guess everyone would love life if,
there's no worries,
there's no pain,
there's no sorrow,
there's no loneliness,
there's no sickness,
that would then be called life =)
maybe i'm wrong,
then prove it to me
maybe i think too much,
then tell me.
stupid things keep flashing across my mind,
or i think alot when i'm alone,
i dont know.
all the happy memories,
all the unhappy memories,
all the things-that-shouldnt-be-done memories,
all the lan gamings,
all the money spent,
all the food eaten,
all the depressed moments.
to end this post,
i LOVE life.
z
go die.
