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Saturday, August 19, 2006
Saturday, August 19, 2006
4am now. still awake.
went into friendster and looked through everyone's profile. seems like everyone is not what they are in the past.
yes people do change. its just a matter of changing to better or to worse.
simple and short.
what is worse and what is better.
think for yourself.
i'm in no position to comment about everything.
missed the old days during sec sch and during work. everything seems so carefree.
everyday is slacking.
never had to study hard yet i can passed all the tests and quizes.
missed the old times during work. work was never boring. jokes were being made often and everyone work to their hardest. outings were organised and everyone enjoyed them.
sound like a damn fucking compo.
maybe i study too much.
gone bonkers.
now,
every quiz must study or else sure fail
everyday is like a ship with no destination
you dont know what you are gonna do for that day and how to make times pass faster
never had to worry about financial stuffs
yet in poly i've to think about my financial status before doing anything
this sux
i hate being poor
i wanna be rich.
fuck
why the hell i started smoking i also dont know. what i know now is quitting seems impossible for me. yes ciggs ARE expensive. but no choice. i hate smoking.
come to think about it,
am i living a screwed up life or am i not living at all?
sorry for the crap.
i just wanna let everything out.
fuck the world
go die.
