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Thursday, November 08, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
7am in the morning.
would you believe i had a sleepless night?
it doesnt feels good to slp every 15mins only to wake up in fright.
the fact that u could probably leave me one day is killing me.
i love you so much.
i'm willing to do anything for u.
ANYTHING.
my request isnt big,
i just hope u'll be more understanding though u've already gone beyond your understanding limits.
disappointment again and again.
all cos of me.
would you leave me one day?
'promises are meant to be broken'
i dont want this sentence to happen to me.
i told u many times,
what should i do to show how much i love u?
u said nvm.
but do u really know how much u matter to me?
u dont know.
u know,
1 mistake made can and would destroy all the past happiness.
people only remember the faults.
good things can be easily overwrote and deleted.
it sucks to make mistake.
2-3days of stranger-treatment.
it doesnt feel good.
i know i'm overboard sometimes.
but quarrels will nv happen,
if you could put urself in my shoe.
maybe u already did,
maybe u cant stand it,
or maybe i'm not the guy for u afterall.
it breaks my heart to see u unhappy.
your love can cheer me up in any situation,
yet thats the least thing i'm getting whenever i need it the most.
i'm so afraid of losing you,
i'm useless,
sorry.
exhaustion's slowing creeping into my head.
yet getting to slp is so hard.
pls dont ever treat me like a stranger anymore,
u dont like it when i do the same thing.
it is so difficult to be harsh to u,
but yet it seems so easy for u to be harsh on me.
maybe u dont love me as much anymore.
or maybe,
i'm no longer the one u once treasure.
the deeper a commitment,
the more hurtful it is when things happen.
the more the devotion,
the more disappointment u get.
i cant stop commitment now.
its impossible.
i love u too much.
love u so much,
so you know?
how important u're to me,
so you know?
u hurt me so deeply,
so you know?
u broke my heart once and once again,
do you know?
just cant feel your love sometimes,
so you know?
you wouldnt believe what i said above,
cos i've made u lose trust in me.
guys do need consoling and comforting.
there are points of time where they wanna be concerned for and care for.
there are points of time where guys are weak,
this is when they need their the one they love most to support them.
i cant lose u,
sorry.
i broke your heart again.
go die.
